I hava three more weeks till the end of this semester. I feel super relaxing so far. But when I meditate on the past few months,I found I did not do my best at school. I became unzealous, lazy. I like procastinates the works which the teachers assigned to us. I do not even have a sense that I am a senior right now. After eight months from now, I will go to college. Can I handle the burdensome college works? I keep asking myself. I think senior year is kinda a transition period between the high school and college. I realize that I have so many weekness that I need to overcome before I go to college.